[从我blogspot的博客夺出来的^^]

【跑位了】

Yes.. They are the Loveliest of them ALL..
The persons I’m about to mention in this post…
They are my BESTEST FRIENDz~~~
They have always been by myside…
And still are~~ hahax ^^
And uh… While you’all read this,
please remember i have a bad memory…
so Please FORGIVE me… ^^
Well~~ Enough Chit-chat, here they are:

I dont wanna judge who’s first in my heart,
Cause they’re all my dearies~~ hahax ^^So, by Alphabetical Order…

aka Yap. She’s one of a PACKAGE… *my fren called her anus ==* A nice girl, taken XD.. Older than me by 4 months, but i dun judge age.. ^^ I cant reli rmb the day we got to noe each other. But she said her 1st impression of me was quite bad..*Stolen Nokia 3100 case* hahax.. ^^.. and she did say she hated me for winning a math quiz.. LOL.. Time took us to F2, when we finally met and got to know each other more thanks to the Merdeka parade.. Another thing is that she speaks english often, so tat obviously brought me closer to her *and them*.. I did rmb i told her current bf that she’s pretty.. hahax ^^ her and others.. The parade was the start of our frenship, and since tat day, we have been closer each day.. During F3 i got along well wif the 3DKI boys, so i went to their class almost everyday, therefore we met almost everyday too.. Tis year, she left us to SESERI.. but came back, i was so happy when i saw her!!.. and perhaps a lil’ too over exited.. my fs blog posts prove it.. I’m glad she’s back.. Us pandas will nvr b the same without her…

Ah… Well, if u muz noe, she’s my 1st crush~ hahax ^^ well, she’s nice, sweet, pretty and *OMG* tall… XD.. well at least tall for a girl.. We studied at the same primary skul.. i knew her at church, we’ve been frenz for quite a long time, and well, hormones got to me.. hahax.. well, who says we cant still be frenz rite? and we’ve been besties as time progressed.. She’s a nice person to hang out wif.. reli relaxed when ur around her.. ^^ I’m grateful for a fren like her..

aka DNA or Big Cow.. hahax.. He’s the BEST GUY FRIEND i’ve had.. i got to noe him at church.. and.. he likes pink.. hahax ^^ my bro’s friend, he is 4 years older than me.. but we think alike in many things.. mayb coz he’s a bit childish for his age? XD.. Still.. We start to noe each other better thru time.. eventually we started sharing each other’s stuff like problems and happy moments.. We cheer each other up when one of us is sad.. it’s hard for us to go apart.. Like reli close brothers~~ we take a lot of pics of us.. there’s even an album at both our fs’.. some pics r reli akward.. hahax.. we hug and do many things together.. we sit side by side and be there for each other every single time.. In fact we’re so close we can even noe wad the other person is feeling,doing and even thinking.. Cool huh? haha ^^ But.. lately things hvn been going well, start to feel a gap btwn us.. dunno y.. but i still luv this guy.. ^^ and he will be leaving for his studies soon.. Will miss him a lot.. Wont feel the same without him.. Hope u do ur best Man~ ^^

Younger bro of Daniel, middle child, i got to noe him thru dna and my bro.. my 1st impression of him, an active person, he participates in many things.. sports, co-curricular, studies r great too.. he’s one of a kind.. we got closer well… i dunno when.. but he reli is a nice guy.. many ppl might the impression tat he’s fierce and playful and such.. but ppl seldom see the other part of him.. the nice and sensible part.. he is RELI a guy who takes frenship seriously.. like me.. He counsels me at times and is there when i nid ppl to tok to.. He’s great.. and like a bro to me..

my childhood fren.. My 1st best friend as i can rmb.. tho i hvn in contact wif him for some time.. but he’s still my bestest buddy when i was a kiddo~ we were neighbours, and everytime afterskul on weekdays, i would go to his house or he would go to mine, we’d play soccer, badminton, PS2, or even gameboys.. PC games too.. we were like brothers too.. Back then it was reli nice.. i would even go to his gramma’s house.. hahax.. tho she’s quite fierce.. we’d ride bikes around the neighbourhood, play at the field, even having lunch or dinner at both our houses.. He has a sis, which reminds me.. my family misund me for liking her and vice versa.. == sweat rite? He himself thinks so too.. Wonder how’s she doin.. hahax.. well, he’s older than me by 1 year.. taking SPM this year.. cant wait to see him again..

aka MunMun.. panda member.. part of the PACKAGE.. y do i call it the PACKAGE? well.. i got to noe her, agnes and mimi altogether.. so.. it’s a PACKAGE.. hahax.. tho she’s not a banana, but she hangs out wif mimi and agnes a lot.. so therefore resulting in getting close to me too.. i hvn reli got to noe her well.. but my 1st impression of her was ok lar~ we met at Merdeka parade.. and she’s quite cute esp when she smiles.. ^^ a nice girl, but a bit fierce.. it’s called acting? XD.. she’s playful and well.. cute ^^ will get to noe her better as time passes.. but she’s reli a gud fren to hang out wif.. I like her ^^ haha.. she’s not tat bad as mimi says she’s fierce hahax..

Finally.. Michelle, aka Mimi.. hahax.. well, nvr knew she existed *besides the fact she’s a prefect and well basically i saw her during recess* till there was this Civic(Sivik) Competition, we represented the skul wif 2 other persons. And knew each other since.. So cant blame my frenship wif her is better than yap and mun coz i knew her b4 them~~ hahax.. and i dun rmb GIGGLING in the car.. but i do rmb seeing u taking a nap.. and the other 2 too.. (i was the only one, xcept the teacher, awake..) hahax.. then at the Merdeka parade, our frenship progressed like Yap and Mun.. and due to the fact she was a banana, i talked wif her more, coz well, she’s one of my kind.. hahax.. speaks fluent english (at least better than other ppl la).. so, we are quite close.. During F3 i got along well wif the 3DKI boys, so i went to their class almost everyday, therefore we met almost everyday too.. till today, our frenship still stands firm and progresses day by day like the ppl mentioned above(xcept Wen Han).. Sometimes, i know wad she’s thinking and vice versa.. there was this one time at ELS(English Language Society) where we were playing a game to get to noe ppl better, when we faced each other, we din hv to answer the questions as we adi noe XD.. We also go to each other’s class everyday.. and that results in wad?? Misunderstandings.. hahax.. we both got misund by ppl at skul.. and at home!! >. saying we’re couples.. hahax.. so tat’s how close we are.. and if u ppl noticed, the article i wrote abt her was the longest.. hahax.. dun misund.. XD..

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Well, conclusions..

I care for each and every one of my frenz.. i even care for my enemies.. i care esp for my BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD….
They mean everything to me… ^^

yap, mun and mimi are the closest Girl Best Friends i have.. and they are my dearest.. i treasure my frenship wif them a lot… we are one when together… so we cant be apart.. things arent the same… i go to their class and vice versa almost everyday… They’ve been there for me, and eventually, i’ll always be there for them.. Luv ya girls very much.. and..
THX!!! (x undefined)

Daniel… I wish to repair the broken road between us.. and to prove to the world, ntg can break the bond between us… I wish u all the bez studying to be a pilot.. and even tho u cant see this.. but u reli are my BESTEST BUDDY 4EVA!!! ^^

*So-called Bio Gang.. i hate BIO XD*

*Me and Amy*

*Loving Bros*

*Daniel, Gabriel and I*

*After performance*

*The Sun is Strong..*

“Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life.”

“Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.”

“Each friend represents a world in us,
a world possibly not born until they arrive,
and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”

我说过了… 安慰人家、关心人家… 跟资格没有关系的

被安慰、被关心… 也一样不用资格的…

因为这些是看我们要不要去接受罢了…

我会很少上来 fs 的部落格了…

会专在blogspot的… hhaaha  88

exams.. Exams… EXams… EXAMS!!!!!!! ==
haiz… so damn frus with the exams…
i reli hate exams… makes me more busy than usual!!

This may be my last post for this month..
technically this post should have been done days ago..
and i really shouldn’t be blogging the 2 days before exam..
I’m so geng lar… I haven’t ACTUALLY studied…
*yea*… SiiaO d!!! ==

Been really busy these few days…
so busy till i didn’t have the time to study…
till i didn’t have the time to prepare for my exam..
yet i still yield the time to blog… so geng lar…
i really got to stop it… i’m done…
this IS and WILL be the last post for this month..
till i finish my exams..
i will sure come back and CELEBRATE…
by that time i will be one of the HAPPIEST persons!!
but yet again… there’s still FINAL… ==
**** it… dont wanna care about that yet…
enjoy the holidays as much as i can…
holidays pulak.. exam belum mula sudah cakap holiday ==

*yea*~ i’m done here… 12am… soon.
then Monday onwards…
it’s all the Mid-term Period Plan for me..

so long guys~~ see ya’all after the midterms…
do you best!! ^^ Study Hard and Study Smart…
Take care… and God Bless

“Those who do not study are only cattle dressed up in men’s clothes”

“Why Study For Exams…. Are they not about what you know,

not about how much you can cram into your head the night before?”

哇….整六天没上来fs做update了…

无论是blog还是profile… 我已经很久没上来了哦… 近来这6天都很忙… 唉.. 忙教堂的事.. 少年军的事.. 音乐班的事.. 比赛的事.. 学校的事.. 特别是功课啊!!! 还有补习… 下个礼拜就要考试了.. 还是考3个礼拜呢!!! 哇唠啊~~~!!!!! 我怕我快顶不顺了… 我连书都没有读… 年中考试衰定了!!!

唉.. 没什么好写了… fs 的朋友你们还好吧? MSN 也比较少去找人谈天了… 唉.. 晚上不睡觉姓曾的女生，看来最近比较好了哦，我上线的时候都没看到你.. haha.. 但是你近来还好吗？有事的话可以通过 SMS 告诉我的 [^^]

姓林的两位女士，要多多关注身体健康哦~~ ^^ 希望你们考试期间多多加油！努力哦！

姓谢的大哥，希望你继续地为BB功劳~ 也愿你能够得到所愿~ 二哥谢，希望你能够放松点.. 哈哈（自己也该要吧？）

唉… 昨天和今天的心情超不好.. 都是被 【一些人】 搞到的！！！唉…

最近我.. 还不错啦.. 但我会很少来FS写部落格了… 因为会比较专注在另一个博客… 好啦

不多说了… 88

[ZOOM] if u must

ok... here's a wierd fact and a bad habit tat started recently..
well not exactly recently, but i juz happen to notice it recently...

Heres’s TAT fact:

WHHhhhheee~~~ ^^

this is so wierd.. and such a bad habit too…but hey~ wad the heck~ it’s natural for me, luv the sunrises too…

Am i turning from a panda to a bat?? or… Am i a MIX of a panda AND a bat?? hmmm… Food for thought tonite.. ***for this DAY***  hahahax ^^ getting crazy here… might be the tiredness..

and oh -look- -at- -the- -time-~~~

it’s 6.36am.. the Sun’s almost up again.. BED~~ BED~ here i come~~ ^^ be awake in 3 hours… see u all by then~

KEKEKEKEKEKE (@.@)

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Signing off,

~~XIV~~

**the PANDA and/or BAT**

很久没有来写部落格了… 好想念你哦~~ ^^ 最近没有那个时间… 唉.. 大忙人啊大忙人XD.. 除此，有时没有那种心情去写啊.. 哦!!! 才刚记得，还没有update之前那个blogpost呢~~ 等下若还有时间就去update下 [^^] 呵呵…

进来这个礼拜没什么发生… 我皮肤白点了咯~~ [^^] 然后还有什么呢？… 心情… 如上一个帖子会说的.. 又高又低咯… 会在那边说明清楚点的了.. 如果我记得啦~~ XD 噢~~ 我记得了一样令我很气的事… [==] … 很久没有被女生捏了的我，竟然能够在2天内被2位中三生捏了!!! 超不爽!! 其中一位还打我呢!!! [==] 她很幸运她是女的… 不然我必定会揍她!! [==] 唉.. 算啦.. 说到好像从来没有被女生打过那样… XP 昨晚都给女生打了啦~ XD

说起昨天… 就不如写写昨天的生活吧~

昨天~~ 由于拜五凌晨12点才到家，很累就睡了足足9个小时… 【算久了啦，给我的情况】… 起床后.. 我才记得答应过要到学校去捧几位熊猫的场.. 1个起初骂我..【SORRY~ [^^]】；1个很好的~ [^^] haha.. 没去到学校，也没打到球.. 唉.. 肥了啦~~ 他们说我便正常了.. [==] 很hurt.. 但是就算要胖点，身材胖点就好了啦!! 脸也比之前圆了点.. [==] 迟早自然就变出PAO FACE.. [==].. 就这样呆着.. 呆呆下.. on9下.. 呆啊呆.. 期待着当晚的『DINNER』[^^]哈哈…到了3点左右，就照我平常的计划，到教堂去搞band… 练习歌曲.. 哈哈.. 当天我不是做吉他手，而是弹钢琴的~ haha.. 因为成员都没有来.. 只是3个人包括我。不错不错.. 钢琴技术开始进步了.. 加油!!! [^^]

5.15pm，母亲来载我，我上车前马上换衣服，到了目的地，妈妈放下我过后…. 我又去换多一件比较formal点的衣服 XD 好像很无聊的~~ haha.. 逗了两个圈，还是找不到那位『巧克力』[^^]哈哈.. 还有puisze.. 知道我回去餐馆的时候，她们在门前准备着registration 哈哈 … 我认不出puisze叻~ 穿了礼服、化了妆，变美了～【**更美了 XP】.. 当然 可荔 也是啦~~ 她都是美的啦~ haha 穿上礼服.. 不知她是否有化妆，看不出XP.. 也是更美了 [^^] 但是我认得她，因为看过她穿礼服了 XD 过后.. 过了很久后.. 差不多全部人都到了.. 只是那两个死傻吔还未到!! [==].. 害我在那边很paiseh.. [==].. 唯一的tasikian.. [==].. 开始了dinner… 详情~~~ 不想说 XD 懒啊 [^^] 他们的食物不错的.. 跟以前的味道一样 XD 完了后，大家都拍照.. 原本想和几位美女拿电话、跟那两位美女拍照的~~ 但是时间上的问题，母亲在外等着我了.. 只好放弃这个机会了~~ 还是家人在先 [^^]…

偷拍人家?? 帮朋友报仇的^^

我的朋友~~ 周杰伦 和 肥锋(fei foong) XD
都是假名来的 XD

偷拍人家的后果 - 被拍回^^

6.30am.. Sunday.. 26 April 2009

太阳出来了~ 很美的，但是从我这边看可能不美啦~ 不懂你们啦~ 对我来说很美[^^].. 我很喜欢早晨… 特别是星期日的早晨~~~ 很爽的.. 凉凉的风~~ 亮亮的太阳~~ …. 啊~~~ 真是个美丽的早晨啊~~ [^^].. 让我珍惜生命的每一秒~~ [^^]

日出~ 01

日出~ 02

日出~ 03

怎样..? [^^].. 美吧~?? [^^] 接下来的要写快点了.. 我等下还要去教堂…

我最近发生我… 开始对一些人产生了好感… XP .. paiseh… haha… 但是我决定不要去理会这好感.. 虽然是很正常的.. 但我不想去理会.. 更不希望这些好感会变得更深… 我.. 暂时不想踏入恋情的旅程… 因为.. 可能我觉得我还未准备好吧..? 这是我自己的观念吧？ 或者我在给着自己理由… 其实.. 【真实原因在我心.. 永远都不会说出来…】 无论如何，结果还是一样… 我真的不希望再次把恋爱的气息吸进…. 至少到我准备好为止吧…?

好了，该停止了… 其实还有很多事情说的，下次吧 [^^] 88~

~~XIV~~

『~~爱一个人是一种幸福~~』

……原本刚才有心情写部落格的…

但是现在突然累，想睡了…

明天再写吧….. ==

【ZOOM if CANT SEE】

哇咔咔.. 看到标题吗?? 那些平时担心我会迟睡的人.. 看到了吗?? 开心吗??? ^^ 这个事实是哦~ 我近来真的是不懂做么早睡早起了.. 可是.. 早睡只是在10pm… 早起呢.. 很惊人的事情.. 不是2点多，好像现在.. 就是4点.. 这样也不是一样？？ == 没什么分别咯… 跟没有睡觉没什么分别咯.. == 唉… 算啦… 还是比较习惯迟睡或者不要睡…

这种生活才适合我..

这个礼拜我总共喝了2杯咖啡^^ 这是第1杯的照片… ^^ 哈哈

好香~~ 【超大杯】 ^^

你们要吗？ ^^

呵呵.. 第2杯呢~~ 就是星期日早上主日学之前喝的~~ ^^ 那时候跟慧慧和芳芳一起.. 还跟他们说不要跟那两个人讲.. 他们肯定不让我喝的..很衰的喔~~ 不懂得欣赏咖啡.. 哈哈 XD 还有我哥哥.. 怎知道他突然走过来.. 但是慢迟钝的.. 我们一直笑.. 突然望着我的杯.. 才发现就一直说 『eh.. eh.. eh!!』 哈哈.. 差点喷出来..

哈哈..今天将会是第3杯了.. ^^ 等下打完部落格过后就去泡来喝.. 很美味的~~ ^^ 但是如果有机会泡真正的咖啡，那就好了^^ 更好喝的咯!!! ^^ 有看过 『咖啡王子』吗？昨天跟慧慧他们也有谈到.. 哈哈 ^^ 原来慧慧的妈跟我一样很欣赏咖啡的喔~~ ^^ 也会上瘾的 XD

好啦～ 要快快把这篇博客打完.. 还有功课做和咖啡泡呢^^…

今天我不懂我有什么问题… 一整天流了很多汗!! 我平时的话，是绝对不会留那么多汗的咯!! 今天不懂搞什么鬼.. 跳床过后… 汗就是不停地流啊流.. 我还可以像耀显那样把汗从衣服挤出来呢.. == 我知道很畏.. 但是真的有那么夸张!! == 不只那样呢.. 操步的时候.. 以前我是不会留很多汗的.. 今天操那么短短的40分钟多.. 汗又有早上那时刻那么多.. == 真的很奇怪叻.. 幸亏我今天带足够的衣服.. == 会是跟我前晚.. 吃很多东西有关吗？？

提到前晚呢.. 哈哈.. 那是真的是很享受.. 跟Matthew, 妙玲和园义一起喝茶.. 所谓的喝茶其实是我和园义的晚餐..XD 那我们一边喝茶..一边谈天..谈谈下愈来愈好谈了.. ^^ 12a.m.正我们就散了… 很喜欢这种聚会.. 哈哈^^

那…昨天呢…马太分享完过后..就祷告… matthew突然说结束祷告由我来做… 我惊了.. 但是没什么大不了.. 当大家在开声祷告的时候.. 我却在发呆着.. 就是没那种心情要去祷告的.. 好像很烦那样.. 不能安静下来.. 看到大家好了.. 我就开始做结束祷告.. 一边祷告的时候.. 我所说的话.. 我感觉到不是从我心出来的.. 而是从我脑想到什么就说什么.. 我也发觉我祷告的时候.. 说话比平时还要吞吞吐吐的.. 头脑还会空成一片.. 好像一盏灯闪下闪下的

过后大家出去操步..我就乘机跟马太诉苦.. 内容我就不多说了.. 我只想说.. 希望我能够尽快解决这个心理问题了… 好想快点康复.. 还有.. 想在此再次跟Matthew弟兄说声谢谢… 也很感谢Matthew和妙玲昨天所说的话.. 所劝导的.. ^^ 好像当初Sandra姐妹一样.. 感谢主赐给我们教会那么棒的神学生..让我有机会跟他们诉苦.. 让我能够找到人分享..

谢谢

好了..已经没什么可以写了.. 反正现在那么精神了.. 就要去做功课了.. 还有衣服烫呢.. 妈妈快回到了.. 要在她回来之前烫完它.. 泡杯咖啡吧..工作效率肯定会很快.. 也会更加精神哈哈^^ …

88 lu~~~~ =)

signing off~~

~~~XIV~~~

~~~Xtremely Early Blogger~~~

~~~超级早【还是夜】部落格者~~~ ^^

『很烦!!!!!』

你们这班人到底在搞什么的??!! 她要走的时候，全部人都很不舍.. 都很伤心… 她回来的时候，我却看不到你们有如我和mimi那兴奋的样子… 我却感受不到那种欢迎她回来的热情… 我觉得你们突然间变得很冷酷… 还是是我太过于情绪化了…?? 但就算是，我也不觉得有错… 我很注重、很珍惜友情.. 特别是我那些好过比普通好朋友的知心死党！

【你们呢？】

自从她回来了过后，跟她走之前那些日子… 原本应该一样的.. 却变得了不一样… 为什么？只因为她比之前静了那一点点??? 只因为她的脸圆了那一点点?? 你们到底知不知道她在那边的时候有多么的想念我们吗?? 你们到底知不知道她在那边的时候哭了?? 因为她非常的想念我们，所以她就哭了啊!!! 因为她受不了那边的生活!!!

【你们到底知不知道？】

现在，我真的不懂你们在搞什么屁！以前你们的感情不是很好的吗？怎么会变成这个样子了呢??? 我不知道我有没有资格这样骂你们… 但是我心中真的是很不爽!!! 你们干嘛要误会她？难不成女生不能跟男生做很好的朋友的啊?? 我们会很亲密咩?? 即使如此，男生女生关系很好就是说某方喜欢对方了啊??? 什么来的??!! 除此你们还误会我跟雪一起!! 什么来的??!! 胡说八道!! 到底你们有没有脑去想?? 你们要破坏我的名誉，要侮辱我的名字，我真的很无所谓喔~ 但是你们绝对不能侮辱这两个好女孩的名誉… 她们有得罪你们咩?? 我跟你们说，误会是从哪里来的？误会是从『不知道事实而乱乱去想』开始的。绯闻就是从误会开始的了!!

【所以拜托你们以后不要乱乱去想可以吗？要知道就问当事人！不要自以为是就是！】

…… 如果我错怪了你们，我现在向你们道歉… 但这的确是我的看法，是从我角度所见到的。你们要骂我，我真的无所谓。但是我还想说最后一件事：

人家的事情，就让他们当事人自己去解决。用不着第三者来！我这样说，也正是提醒着自己… 我仍然也不想去插手了… 第三者的用途只在于去听.. 若当事人要第三者的意见，第三者才给意见… 若很想发表意见，先问当事人；若没有需要，请不要乱乱给意见…

我真的对你们很失望… 你们到底算是什么朋友???!!!! …..但是我现在还是在于confused状况.. 我不知道我是否有错怪你们吗？我真的希望我是错怪你们…

我近来..很烦.. 真的很够力烦!! 很辛苦… 很痛苦… 很悲哀.. 很无情… 你们看到我笑、开心… 其实都是伪装.. 但是有时候.. 我是真正的开心、兴奋、快乐… 的确真的有这个时刻.. 但是大多数我都是在伪装着… 伪装着你看不到的东西.. 我开始习惯伪装了.. 说实话.. 我有点怕我迟早分不清真实和伪装…

其实那个不是重点.. 重点在于.. 即使我有多烦、多辛苦、多痛苦、多悲哀、多无情都好.. 我都会放人家在先… 我都会不顾自身地去解决、安慰、帮忙他人… 对我来说.. 你们开心、你们好… 我也会好… 我也会开心… 因此就心满意足了…

所以就当我求你们了… 找个时间… 大家【一起】团聚.. 一起解决这个令我看到我顶不顺的问题吧…. 即使是你们之间的问题.. 但是我真的怕我受不了…